One of the topics of conversation in our Bible Study preparing us for this trip was how to come home again. The experience of being cut off from our normal lives and being thrust into a new environment with the task of serving God as the only agenda item can leave us in culture shock upon returning home.Granted this is more apparent when the trip is overseas, but I believe it happens even on these short, stateside trips.

Talking beforehand opened my eyes to the emotions and exhaustion that would be coming assisted in the transition from New Orleans to Woodhull. But for the most part I am still stumbling around trying to make sense of what I learned.

I learned that the little things make a big difference in the face of hopelessness. This was made clear to me each time a member of my team provided a sandwich, hygiene kit or bottle of water. Stopping for conversation and looking a person in the eye, taking off my sunglasses, setting down my clipboard and turning my cell phone off provided space for them to talk and me to listen. These are not new insights for me, but a reminder that all people are worthy of my undivided attention.

It was easy to sit and listen when there was no other pressing item taking away my attention. But that is the way it is with all of us isn’t it? When we are forced to slow down because of illness or death or a mission trip we promise ourselves and God and any person who will listen that we are going to do a better job at building and maintaining relationships. Then we get better or the initial pain of death doesn’t occupy our thoughts so much and we move on. Our relationships that were so intense are now mediocre or superficial.

I desire not to fall back into that trap of busyness and pushing people away. I desire to take the time every day to sit and listen. To set aside my sunglasses so my eyes can be seen. To set aside my clipboard so that my “to do” list does not get in the way. To shut off my cell phone so that I am not distracted by ringing and buzzing. I desire to listen and hear, to speak and be heard. I pray that with God’s help this is who I will become every day and not just while on a mission trip. I pray the same for you.

- Cheyanna